Finally went out again today! The final bus ride home with Spongebob was RIIIDIIICULOUSSS! It was super super longgg!! More than an hour! Oh god! But it was cool cuz we talked talked talked! Oh, I saw Sharon Marky today! She's a comedian!

Anyways... I thought not having a clue on which choice i want was tough and nerve-wrecking. but its evident now that knowing what i want and yet having to think about both sides, thats really the toughest thing t do!

Its so tough that i don't know what t do, what t say, what t decide on anymore... Help me. Please...