M'sia trip with Cyn was AWESOME!
We shopped like mad and we bought a total of 11 pairs of shoes! Dad almost fainted when he saw the shoebox mountain.
We went t the temple too and in the toilet lives a really pitiful dog. Doggie had a really bad skin disease and it was shivering. It was afraid of me and it couldn't get up. It couldn't even gather energy t bark. I didn't know what t do. i told Pops but he told me that there's nth we could do. Mom went t look at doggie with me but she was also feeling helpless. I had t leave it lying there. It wasn't a nice feeling t have t ditch Doggie...

The pet shop in 'Giant' also shocked me. They were selling endangered land tortoises and 1 had died and was rotting. They did nth. And the ducks were stepping on their own pee and poop and they couldn't move arnd. The shopkeeper did nth. The cats were lying on metal wirings which is unhygienic and unhealthy. THE KEEPER DID NTH! What was worse was that there was a baby monkey in a huge cage for sale! A baby monkey! The cage was filthy! It was only given rotten apples as food and there were no other toys for monkey. Monkey was so so small. The only way t capture monkey is t shoot monkey's mom. The poor baby had t endure such harsh treatments and it is only a baby! I touched baby monkey and i could tell that monkey was stressed and scared and lost and evrything bad.

I thought Pops had a pair of very sad eyes. The saddest ones i have seen. Then i saw Doggie's helpless sad eyes and Monkey's lost and scared eyes. They are eyes that will cause your heart t ache and your tears t flow. I want t bathe elephants still but now, i also wanna stop illegal wildlife trading. I don't know how t do that but i hope i can do it.

And what have i done wrong again this time? I don't even know what t say. I don't wanna say anyth in case i cause more unhappiness. Just don't trust me. Evryone who's reading now, don't trust me. Don't get too close to me. Don't confide in me. Don't help me. All because you'll end up with a conclusion that i am a Fugly lying bitch who backstabs and harms people with a false pretense of being an innocent saint. I'm a sucky shitty person so call me a nincompoop. You'll all be happier this way.