The keyboard feels so unfamiliar beneath my fingers...

Currently tuning in to Leona Lewis's " Best You Never Had" and it's really a cool song. It's really meaningful and inspirational and it just makes me feel like nothing is ever of such a big deal.

Speaking of music, I ripped the cord out of my earpiece today in the morning when i was in such a fluster to get it out from the bag. How much more "meticulous" can i get? Now i've gotta buy a new earpiece by myself...

Been on a search for Cheerios and i still am not able to find my beloved wheat rings... Singapore should really consider importing Cheerios and other great cereal than KoKo Krunch or some other kiddy cereal...

Came across this joke that's really... I have no idea how to describe it but it made me laugh.
And it goes:
Johnny was on board a really packed bus and the lady opposite him said to him, " If you're a man, you'd get up and let others have the seat." Johnny replied, " And if you're a lady, you'd get up for 4 other people to have seats."
Mean joke, but really funny.

The smile I once saw on your face, it was as if it came right from your heart. It was the cutest expression I've ever seen and i can still remember it up till today... Was i wrong about it? Is it my own silly interpretation? But it seemed so genuine...

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Me and my favourite animals in cartoon.




PFT 5-item test today. I coulda gotten a silver if i coulda jumped 3cm more!!! Darn It! But i'm proud of my 30 inclined pull ups! Haha! It was the only segment where i could perform well. I have strong arms and ONLY strong arms... So you'd better not piss me off unless you wanna receive a powerful punch from me.

So, i guess i haven't really been talking to many people these days... Especially Yen and Joneh and Anthia. Have so much crap going on and its all taking up so much time... SDL is stupid, dumb and lame. It's a mental killer. I swear to rid myself of it soon!

My friggin mom just entered my room, passing my sis a goddamn textbk which she thought she has lost. And i happen to remember seeing the book somewhere under my Mt Everest ( table) so i went to try and look for it, testing my luck and VOILA! I found it. My mom then got so friggin pissed as she wasted 7 dollars for nth. She started to scold my sis and then turned around to reprimand me. Like WTH? I was being nice by actually making an effort to go look for the arn book and i got scolded? Shitter! Then, she started to rummage through my table in hope to search for another of my sis's lost books. I jolly well know what my mountain is made up of, so i told her NICELY and POLITELY that the book isn't there. But heck no. She continued with her search and after several informs, i got really pissed, so i raised my voice. My mom looked at me and i knew what she was gonna say, so before she could say anything i said,"Don't you tell me to not use this sorta tone on you cuz you're really bugging me!" And GUESS WHAT? She replied, " Don't you dare use this tone on me." Like??? Retarded reply. I guess i now know where my retardedness comes from. My loud classical music in the background soon turned to a loud pop song. Since she told me to keep the volume down, i guess a worked up pop song would piss her further. Indeed it did and soon, she stormed out of the room.

I hate it when she invades my privacy. Like before, when i packed my sentimental stuff, it was all neat and nice. Then, when i wasn't home, she told my sis to go use the wrapping paper from there. And my idiotic sis had to choose the nicest one that Nana used on my 14th birthday. All the shit about being neat. It only attracts more attention. Plus, with my dressing table's issue, it being neat and nice as well, it only attracted my sis to come and invade and use my products. She thinks i don't know, but i do know. I can tell that smth's wrong no matter how appropriately she puts the things back. Argh. So i've decided, i'm not gonna pack my mountain. At least it irks them and makes them not wanna go near my table. I'm alright with it. I can totally live with it. I know what my mountain's made up of and i know how to work through my mountain.

I get a similar situation every month, so i've decided to pass through it without a darn heck care.

Ferlycia finally sent me the photos we took on Wednesday during our dinner date, as well as those we took on Thursday before Nana left. Now, all that i'm waiting for are the pictures from ShiHan and Jonehma...



When Cynthia and I went to Causeway point...


Am gonna fail Amath test again!
Gettin so frustrated over it! I don't wanna bother about it no more...

I'm finally able to blog properly again after i have bought a new keyboard. Seeing that my previous keyboard's final row of alphabets z,x,c,v,b,n,m went nuts and i couldn't type anything. So here i'm regurgitating all that has happened for the past few days.

Last Friday was Sports Day and 4e6 did really well! We bagged quite a few great medals and we fully displayed such a great bond and i had so much fun. I have also learnt that Ms Fu and Mrs Ngiam are great candy lovers as they couldn't stop having the jellybeans. Teachers munching on jellybeans- it was really funny.