I love this quote from Ally's sweetheart.... It goes somewhat like this" do not fear growing up slowly, but fear standing still in time" Am i growing up real slow or am i stuck in time?

I wanna apologise and talk to you, but i simply daren't to. What if i get the cold shoulder in return cuz you meant what you said and i know you'll stick by to your words no matter what. I'm such a chicken... But if you read this, which i also kinda hope you won't, i just wanna say that i'm really sorry for irritating you and being so retarded that you don't even know how to communicate with me... I'll love you as a friend no matter what!

Wanted to ask mom if i could go jog today and i actually was spastic enough to wanna give the excuse that i wanna see if i could spot Mas blah blah cuz i sense his presence in AMK. How stupid is that? VERY! So, i thought about it and realised that it's too stupid to be used, so i threw the idea away...

i did a painting to start on my storybook and i think it looks really really comical... I shall go off now to study for HCL...