Gotta study for Physics, Studying for Physics, Gotta finish studying Physics!

Busy!Busy!Busy! Therefore, i'm just gonna post a really sweet mail and a meaningful proverb for filling up's sake.

The proverb goes like this: A friend is one to whom one may pour out all the contents of one's hearts, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness, blow the rest away.

The proverb kinda reminds me of Miami ink in where there was a girl who lost 3 of her besties, one who died in an accident on a train track, one who committed suicide on a train track, and 1 who got knocked down by a car... Sad cases... The girl must be darn shattered... So, better treasure all your friends around you and try to keep in touch with all acquaintances you made...

Now, the really sweet mail i received from my cousin:

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.

• leave her cute text notes.

• kiss her in front of your friends.

• tell her she is gorgeous..

• look into her eyes when you talk to her.

• let her mess with your hair

• touch her hair.

• just walk around with her.

• forgive her for all her mistakes.

• look at her like she's the only one you see.

• tickle her even when she says stop.

• hold her hand when you're around your friends.

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.

• let her fall asleep in your arms..

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she's sick.

• watch her favorite movie with her. ( even if it can make your skin creep due to the weeping and lovey dover cliche lines)

• kiss her forehead.

• give her the world.

• write her letters.

• let her wear your clothes.

• when she's sad, hang out with her.

• let her know she's important.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you.

• kiss her in the pouring rain.

• when you fall in love with her, tell her.

• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

So guys, you might wanna take a tip or two. Girls, just fantasize:)

Toodles!

Omg! I'm so tired, i'm gonna collapse! I HAVE SUCH A BAD HEADACHE NOW, I WANNA CRASH MYSELF INTO THE WALL!

Ms Fu is such a gem! She was so cute while talking to my mom, smiling non-stop... She said really nice stuff but also brought out the obvious point that i need more help for amath and science... Every year, evry FT of mine will say the same thing... I can even recite it out myself. And i have to go for the SDL thingy... Ms Fu said that even though i am not the kinda students who are really irresponsible and need major pushing, but i am one of those who needs more help and more time in order to understand, thats why i gotta go... Oh well... I don't mind about it actually as i am kinda alrdy having SDL with Stella after curriculum time... I guess it'll do me more good than harm.. And i learnt today that if you put my mom and mamaloo's mom tgether, you'll get peace. Or rather, mamaloo and i will get some peace as the two of them can talk without stopping and they'll leave us alone... Thanks to Mamaloo's mama for offering to send us home today!

Dinner with Annette, Roslyn and Nana was great! Annette and Roslyn look so much prettier than when i last saw them!


My headache's gettin worse... I'm gonna go take a pill now and l8r, i still gotta go to M'sia and wake up at 6AM tmr!!! I need more sleep time!

I am like so PISSED OFF right now! It's like talking to a Mental patient which will never get the point that i am trying to get across! Oh yeah! YOU'RE MENTALLY UNWELL! Piece of crap you gave to me!!! I'm like talking to you about something that is kinda like my final pleas, but there you go, linking a simple request into all sorts of nonsense! Like who gives a darn crapshit care about your plans into the future and blah blah blah? I don't! So just try to listen and understand because you ought to loosen up!!! ARGH!!!

Then, i just downloaded GIMP and its such a crazy programme and the figuring out of how to use it is already causing a migraine in my brain!

Well... Moving on to stuff of a lighter mode... So, Nanayu came and we went to the Hub to catch a movie entitled "Vantage Points". It was a thriller and it was seriously good! It was about the few viewpoints of the different people who witnessed the bombing and it was kinda warped but really cool! It's a great way to film a movie and its seriously interesting! And i had a 6 inch- Parmesan oregano- subway melt sandwich for lunch, while Nana had a bowl of noodles shared amongst herself and her mom before coming and so, anyways, i was really full and bloated! But, Nana kinda coaxed me into eating popcorn and nuts while watching the movie, and so.. Yeah i did. And after evrything, Nana said to have dinner with her... By then, i swear i coulda explode and after a long long long thought, i said ok, and we had Korean Bibimbap rice. It was really yummy but seriously, i swear never to eat so much within such a small amt of time without much movement ever again!

Gonna make buttermilk pancakes tmr! Then i gotta go for the Parent-teacher meeting thingy( which i am really worried abt as i fared really badly) in school... Dinner with Annette, CherieL, Roslyn and Nana! And i gotta rush to M'sia- Pontian in the night for grave cleaning in the early morning of the next day... Plus, brunch with Shihan and Nana at Paulaners... I hope i can make it for all as planned...

Just give me till the 3rd of April and i swear i'll turn my engine up on full blast! I just need the last few days!!!

I'm sorry...

I am gonna go to school tmr!!! WHEE HEE!!! I seriously missed a lot as from what evryone's been filling me in evry day... I can't wait to go back to see evryone!

Gotta really thank Kai, MF, Yen, Roo, Stel, Yingyin and AdeA for all their help and care towards me... Seriously, you guys make my headache go away! Love y'all! Not to forget Nana as well... She's been talking to me, calling me even when she's out, just to ask on my condition and she makes me laugh too! I love her to bits! Friends are the best med to treating sicknesses!

Oh man.. Yen, no matter what, don't let me/ whatever happened to me, affect your point of view/ the situation... It's not worth it! You guys seriously share a bond so deep that if smth happens, it'll be such a waste... Please...

I just received the outlay of e6's yearbook page.... It looks super adorable! Kudos to evryone, esp Roo and Kai!

I guess i shouldn't have gone to school today... Got sent home after flag-raising... Just as Yingyin quoted:" You broke the school record by coming for 15 minutes and then going home." But i swore i felt alright in the morning... It's only in school that Roo and Mf says that i look swollen and puffy, and W and Kai and Ms Fu and both Ades say that i look really pale... It was so embarassing to be sent to the sick bay and then home... Gotta thank Mengfei for helping to carry my bag and for ensuring that all the necessary procedures are done up in order for me to leave for home.

Upon arriving home, i read my book for a short while and i drifted off to sleep... When i woke up during mid noon, mom forced me to go see a doctor again... I love this lady doctor! She was really friendly and nice... I am so gonna only visit her when i am sick in the future to come! At the counter, the nurse handed me 5 different kinds of medicine. I was kinda stupefied as i realised that i have to take them all... The doc asked me to stop taking my current pills and start on this new course. The antibiotic pill was so huge, it left me staring right at it for about 30 seconds before it dawned upon me that i have gotta swallow it and there's still more of it in the box... I hate meds!

I have an mc for tmr but i really hope i can go to school tmr... Its getting boring for me to be at home while all my friends are at school... Well, at least i can chat on the phone with Nanayu! But i still hope to be able to go back asap!

Its been more than a week. I have not been going to school for the past 2 days and i really hope to be able to go to school tomorrow! I miss all my buddies! Actually, i kinda went to school today and i went into ms Ow's class at 1.48 when school ends at 1.50. Evryone was laughing at the fact that i actually attended class even when it'll be ending soon... Ms Ow:" So you come to class now just to say hi to me when it's ending soon?" I love Ms Ow! She can be really intimidating at times but she can also be such a dear!

HCL test was manageable i guess... But the auditorium was spinning when i was taking the test, so hopefully, i could keep my clear then... And i sounded like an irritating boogieman, snorting and coughing... I'm sorry to those affected...

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO JONEHMA!!! Mama is one year older now... Sigh.. Time flies and evryone grows so quickly... I can't imagine turning 16... Soon i'll be 60... Oh GOD! Hell, i am old! I hope Jo loves all that she's received and it was such great fun.. Love the part where the cake was smashed on her face! we are a crazy bunch of nehnehs when put together! LoveitLoveitLoveit!!

Hopefully, i can meet Annette and Nanayu tomorrow! Haven't seen Annette for a long long time now...

If someone doesn't treat you with basic contempt, then don't waste your time trying to solve the matter as only the person themself can change the situation... I think i have learnt a lesson... Kudos!

It has been such a sick weekend... The darn virus in me still hasn't gone away and i was being forced to go see the doctor... I hate seeing doctors. All they ever do is give you shitty medicine and you have to take those crappy things to get well. But the problem is, i hate taking medicine and i shun away from them. But evrytime, i still would have to take them eventually... I am still feeling sick and i wanna barf... But i only had 2 slices of bread for dinner! Plus, there's an additional headache... I am dying...

Went out with Karina after cemetery cleaning on Friday... That sweetie is as gorgeous as ever and she didn't tell me that she got me so much goodies from Aussie... Made me feel so bad... We went to the city and at first, when i took the cab to go pick her, i asked the uncle to send us straight to Orchard after that as i was too lazy to walk under the scorching heat... However, nana said that it would just be a waste of cash and so, we took the taxi back to AMK mrt. Uncle laughed as i was so retarded to take the cab frm my hse( which btw, is really near to the mrt) to Sengkang, and back to AMK again... Ah well.. Didn't use my brains again i guess.. After we walked out of the mrt, on the way up to the malls, i suddenly heard loud shouts of my name frm behind, and when i turned, i saw Mengfei and Allison... They were laughing uncontrollably and i was so worried that they might fall off the platform step... As to why they were laughing, it was really embarassing in a manner so i shall just shut up abt it. We walked up and down Orchard road for at least 6 times and we got so tired... We even ran under the rain... Went home at abt 7 for dinner and Grans together with mom, whipped up such a feast for Nana... It was all YUM! Then, had a last minute decision to go sleepover in Nana's hse as next week, there would be cemetery cleaning in M'sia. It was so fun and i absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE sleepovers! It was as though evrything was as per normal and i felt like in the past...

Sorry to Winona and Ck if you guys are ever reading, I swear i'll try to make it up to you guys k!
On Sat, we met up with ShiHan! We made the call to meet her on Fri and she totally didn't suspect anything... So when she saw Nana on Sat, she had this look on her face that's priceless! She was totally Punk'd by us and it was so hilarious as she was so shocked and when she found out that her dad knew abt it too and he too, kept it under wraps together with us, she didn't know whether to get mad or to admire... It all went really well and we had so much fun! Took some really crazy snaps outside of nowhere and SH got so crazy. Oh, and the pistachio nougat in Raffles was super YUMMY!

Went to Nana's aunty's house for dinner and Yan Jun was as lovable as ever! The meal was so sumptous and it was all good! Sleptover again and we watched some really old music videos and Britney was so pretty in the past... Not that she's ugly now, but if she plucks herself up, she would still be a diva...

Spent a lot of cash, bought lotsa stuff... I gotta start saving again!

Tears dried, heart died... I need to get a new life and relight! You put me through so many emotions, i feel lethargic...

Ok... Gonna go use PROACTIV now! Toodles!

Just finished watching Project Runway 4 and now I'm using the small amount of time i have before Miami Ink 3 starts.

Apparently, plans on meeting Nana today, changed. I guess I'll just have to wait till tmr...

It's Good Friday tomorrow and people will be going to church. But me, I have to go out in the early morning with my entire family, including my aunts, uncles and cousins, to the cemetery... We're gonna clean the graves of our ancestors... Well. Actually it'll be really fun! Kj And Kp are like the two most silliest clowns ever! We'll get to eat BAO tmr!!!

After evrything, I am gonna rush to meet NANA!!! We're gonna go to the city (Orchard) and we're gonna turn all girly and crazy! Gonna probably eat Golden Roll again and I wanna get that Roxy bag! But i am gonna get Nana all the makeup first! She ought to get all that she wants tmr as she deserves it all!

Ami James is SO super ADORABLE when mesmerised by that GORGEOUS HOT MAMA!!!

Tim: "I am such an old fart!" Charmaine: " Yes you are, but a really lovable one indeed! (:"

YIPPEE!!! NANA ARRIVED!!! GOT HER CALL!!!! YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO EXHILARATING! YOOHOO!!! Can't wait to see her after school tomorrow!

Did i mention how much pain my ulcer is causing? It gives me a lot of trouble too... I have to consume my food with a TEASPOON!!! And when grans cooked flat rice noodles today, i had to cut up the rice noodles before consuming. I also gotta use my bottle to drink, even when at home as i can shoot the water in and not have any contact with the ulcer... The ulcer is making my life miserable...

Nanayu's arriving tomorrow! She'll be touching down at 9.05 pm... WHEE HEE!!!!! I'm so excited to see her! The others are all gonna get such a great big shock to see her back here as they don't know... You guys are gonna get Punked in a way! haha! Believe it or not, i am bouncing in my seat now! Wahaha!

I really hope to go out with Nanayu on Sat, but i also wanna go together with the nehnehs to celebrate Jonehma's birthday... Plus, it's the day which marks " Happy Sweet Sixteen" for two lovable sweets! Oh my! I have so much to do on Sat... I need more time!!!

if i happen to not be able to fufil some expectations on Sat, i am really really sorry k... I'll owe you guys big time! Serious! I am sorry...

One day, he/she will understand... FR, don't worry... * will see the light and things will be fine...

School's gonna start again tmr... Sweet nibblets. Just the mere thought of it makes me sick... I think i completed all my schoolwork... I hope i did them all... Don't wanna start the new term with a silly mistake...

My freaking ulcer hurts like crazy...Gonna go apply the medication now... Toodles.

Currently tuning in to Chris Brown's- Say Goodbye... It kinda made me feel better...

Just finished watching Disney channel's movie titled, Life Is Ruff. It's such an amazing movie about a dog and it's owner... It was so touching... How i love dogs...

Jonehma is back!!! When she called me today, i was sleeping due to a migraine, and i was in a droggy state.. When i woke up, i actually thought i had a dream about her ringing me and evrything turned out to be so funny... Ah well, you've gotta experience it to know the silly mix up...

Ace-learning is goddamn arsed up and i am not able to go on to do my work! Hell, its driving me nuts!

My head's spinning and it feels so heavy... My throat is so sore and itchy... Roo says i sound like a man.. Maybe that's good news for some... Pray that it stays like that forever...

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
Cause if I don't you're gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

:) Wednesday to come soon!

The outing today was super cool! Going out with Yen and Kai was a super awesome experience! We did some crazy things and caught up with all the happenings. I had a target to complete 6 meals but we didn't meet up to it... But we did manage to savour some really yummy food such as baby soup baos ( xiao long bao), steamed yam dumplings ( which i have to comment on that they taste really really good!), golden roll, salmon yamakake ( salmon with raw japanese yam which kinda looks like mucus), fried egg fried rice, dry mee siam, beer battered fried fish with battered chips and lastly, the 2 darlings bought me an iced latte! Whee! Thats a lot of baggage for the stomach! Didn't get to eat my gelato and po luo baos though... "The entire outing was like a food trip"- quoted by Yen. It was really great and i bet Kai was introduced to a lot a new eats today. Oh! Towards the end, when we walked all the way from Orchard to Dhoby, and when we went into Carrefour, Yen and Kai went to try all the tryout eats and spent a particularly long time at the fruits and nuts section.. I swear, the lady there was getting pissed off by us:) Bought some pressies for certain people whose b'daes are just round the corner. Made fun of Kai and "Gavin" and Yen and Bunny... It was all crazy but seriously truly amazing! I hope that the one planned for after the "O"s can happen just as well...

There's meeting in the morning tmr at 730 and hell, i am feeling so lethargic!!! Mr Poh just bombed the news on us that there are quizzes to be done on acelearn. 3 to be exact... I have to go to KJ for help on amath too... Well... Time to start mugging again!

19th March!!! In just 5 days time! Whee Hee!

Solitude is a garden where the flowers have no scent and the spirit withers. There's a subtle resonance lurking around...

Imagine you'd won a contest. The prize is that every morning, you would have a bank account in your name containing $86400. However, there are 2 rules. 1: evrything you fail to spend will be taken away from you that night. No cheating, no switching of the unspent money to another account. You can only spend it. But every morning, the bank will open a new account for you, always $86400 for the day. 2: The bank can break off the game without warning. Any time, it can be over and there won't be a new account. What would you do with a prize like that? Would you spend it on yourself, your family, your friends? Spend it on evryone, on evrything? Helping others with the prize, satisfying your unsatisfied wants? Now. All of us have this magical account. It's time. We all have a big account filled with fleeting seconds. Evry morning when we wake up, our account for the day is credited with 86400 seconds, and when we go to bed, there's no carryover into the next day. What hasn't been lived in the day has been lost. Yesterday has vanished. Also, not forgetting rule no. 2, our account can close any time. Life can end at any moment. So what would you do with your daily ration of 86400 seconds which are far more important than dollars? Great way of interpretation i got from a book. Makes me guilty about not treasuring my life and the people around me well enough... I gotta start now or it'll be too late...

Oh my.. This post of mine is still not completed after 3 hours.. I was watching tv in between, snacking, talking and now i am gonna take a quick bath... I'll be right back...

So... Am back now after 15 mins... I gotta finish this up real soon or It'll nvr be done up within the night... Oh.. It's the wee hours of the next morning alrdy... I'm good..

Jonehneh's coming back soon... Yippee!! Can't wait to hear her adventures!

Am uploading photos for the first time!

OMG! STEP UP 2 IS SIMPLY AMAZING! AWESOME! WAHAHAHAHA!!!

I feel like watching the entire movie again! It was simply so rad! LOVEITLOVEITLOVEITLOVEITLOVEIT!!!The dance moves were just so... so... OMG!!! Plus, the main actor and actress, they are both stunningly gorgeous!!! I was seriously swooning in my seat in the theatre! Oohhhh! I am so gonna buy the dvd! It's simply superb!!!

Che'rie is soooo nutsy! She just can't stop bopping her head to any tune she hears in the mall... When we're eatin, walkin, even when we stand in the middle of a crowd, she's crazy i tell you! Haha! But I still love her to bits!!! Stella and Che'rie have not met up since sec 1 and today, when they're put tgether again, OH MY! They are a pair of silly bulldongdongs! Haha! Che'rie and Stel said that they don't eat popcorn... So i thought happily to myself that i could have the whole thing to myself.. But to my horror, they SUDDENLY regained their love for popcorn and they started picking out all the heavily caramelized ones, leaving me all the white tasteless fluffs ... But it was fun sharing all the popcorn together!

Running under the rain today was super FUN! It was the craziest thing i have ever done throughout my entire secondary school life! It is something i will never forget! Especially the part when Yen tore a hole in the cardboard fruit tray! I could squeeze water out from my skirt and Yen looked so adorable when stretching out for her leg and when the water just pours out! Credits of experience to go to bunny! :)

I have been eating and eating and eating! I think i have had 6 meals today! Oh my momo! I AM GONNA GROW TO BE LIKE A SUMO!!! Oh god!

As promised, i am gonna start my post with the "ken lee" video and its bringabouts... Madam-mamaloo showed us the "ken lee'' video today during the photoshop duration. We had such a blast watching it... It's really hilarious... Even Yunsheng was laughing his ass off and he even blogged about it before me! Haha! TULIBU DIBU DOUCHOO!
Go watch: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RgL2MKfWTo

Actually, art camp is really useful... It may be stressful and tiring, but it gives us the push to do all our coursework.."The journey is only beginning and it is gonna get tougher".- Ms Sharon. Hell, it is!

Gotta go back to school tmr for Chem and Amath. However, i can relax after that as i am gonna meet up with CHEONG!!! Haven't seen Cherie since last year's X'mas and i am finally able to hang out with her again tmr! Yippee!

Can't wait for Friday too! Am anticipating the ''date''!!!

19th march is inching its way bit by bit... There are just so much happenings around!

Ok... I shall end here to get back to my CSI Miami!

Labels: I miss the times...

I just watched Twitches Too (2)! It was so sweet... I love the tiaras and the gowns... Haha! So princess like...

Totally slacked throughout the entire day. Watched hell lots of television and didn't do any work... I am such a lazy bum...

How am i gonna be like a 7 year old kid? What do 7 year olds like? What kinda pictures would they take? Where am i gonna get a 7 year old from? Argh!

There's art boot camp again tmr...

I have been eating and eating and eating through the day... I am growing so darn fat!!! Like, ice-creams and cakes and rice and nuts... I needa sew my mouth up...

YENLING!!! THE PIECE OF NEWS IS STILL WHIRLING ABOUT IN MY MIND! I AM FEELING SO PUMPED OVER IT! REALLY ECSTATIC! MIRACLES DO HAPPEN, and this won't be the last miracle. Trust me about it, cuz i am psychic:) Saw my name on your blog thrice. You are trying to make me really famous eh? Haha!

I've just recorded a silly voice clip, and i am gonna think of what to say for the next! I'm such a retarded ass... Hahahahaha
:)

Art camp is sooo super energy- draining... Painted from 8am till 7pm with only 2 breaks in between... If i ever see another paint brush within the next 24 hours, i'm gonna break, throw, stomp and jump on the brush with all my might...

The actor in the Korean drama- [ My Girl] is so so so so so darn cute!!! Also, the romance between is just soooooooooooooooo sweet!!! I love that show to bits! Go and watch it and i swear you'll swoon too... Guys, the actress is really adorable looking too!

Dearest Yen: You injected "botox" in your cheeks yourself:) Relax your cheeks from time to time k... Or else, you'll look like you suffer from overdose of botox and your cheeks might fall off tomorrow due to the stiffness! Haha:)
Ps: You're so adorable when you giggle!
:)

ART CAMP TOMORROW!!! I hope ms sharon will allow us to plug in to our devices for entertainment, aka music...

It's gonna be the start of the march vacations and very soon, it'll be the end... There's no time for me to relax cuz i promised myself to buck up and i am gonna honour my promise to myself for once!

Jonehma left for the States today and i'm so gonna miss her... It was all last minute arrangements for her to leave today due to the lack of seats and somehow, when she told me in the morning that she would be leaving at 3pm, i just felt so lost. I behaved like as if she was gonna migrate for good... It totally felt like when Karina was gonna migrate to Aussie... Its a bad feeling... Hate to see my friends go... But, i know Jonehma will be back and i look forward to seeing her... Got her to buy stuff back for me too! Hope she'll enjoy herself there!

Prize giving today was silly.. "Stella: They are making a big fuss out of nothing..." It was seriously boring for me as we gotta sit according to our assigned numbers and i was kinda irritated with all the clapping and restlessness. The reception after that offered chocolate fondue, and all the students were crowding around that small pathetic fountain of chocolate, dipping all sorts of yummy duddys into the fountain... Mr poh was comical, esp when he said Stella had to pay him 5 buckenoonoos for eating. He's such a joker:)

Ps: All my darling buds out there, a meal's coming your way! Whee Hee!

Gotten this bulletin post from Raden (did a few amendments based on my views), and i absolutely agree with it.

Friends,
We Find Ourselves Telling Each Other Of Our Lives...
Things We Dont Even Share With Our Own Family Members Who Raised Us...

But What is A Friend?

A Confidant?
A Lover?
A Fellow E-Mail?
A Junkie?
A Shoulder To Cry On?
An Ear To Listen?
A Heart To Feel?

A Friend Is All The Things And More!
No Matter Where We Meet,
I Call You Friend.
A Word So Small,
Yet So Large In Feeling.
A Word Filled With Emotion And Undescribable Greatness.

It Is True Great Things Come In Small Packages.
Once The Package Of Friendship Has Been Opened, It Can Never Be Closed.
It Is A Book Constantly Being Written In,
Waiting To Be Read And Enjoyed.
We May Have Our Disagreements, We May Argue...
We Feel Concern For One Another...

Friendship Is A Unique Bond That Lasts Through It All...
A Part Of You Is Etched In Me...

Friends Come And Go, But True Friends Last Forever.
It's Not Easy To Find A True Friend...

Charmaine Acknowledges She Has Found Hers.
( Actually, i have found quite a few... And i love them all the same!)

Tomorrow's WeiLing's Birthday!!! WheeHoo! Birthdays are such great fun! Receiving pressies are exciting, giving them is really fun too! Can't wait to pass them to her tmr! HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance to you girl!

Saw ShirleneH in j8 today... She looked really gorgeous... Stella spotted her first and she smiled back. No idea if she saw me though.

Why is it raining evryday? I mean, i really adore rainy days, however, they kinda make me sleepy too... The cool ( or rather, chilling) weather is killing me... Even my natural blubber is not able to serve of much insulation towards the cold.

Strawberry swiss roll ( from Polar cakes and puffs) is really tasty! It's really really YUMMY! Now i know why Yen described the cake to me with such great excitement. half of my strawberry swiss roll is sitting here right beside me and i can smell its sweet berry smell from time to time. Granny pronounces my strawberry swiss roll as stawbeddy swee dol... She's really adorable when speaking English.

My cake's calling out to me now.. Am gonna end here...(:

I am so disappointed with myself!!! I screwed up Chemistry, screwed up Physics, screwed up Amath, and i screwed up HCL!!! I wanna give up on my Amath! Been giving up all my recesses and my time with my darlings and although i improved doubly, i still FAILED! I screwed up evrything bad! BAD BAD BAD!!! Anyone, help me!!! I need help bad! My Sciences and my maths, they're killing me!!!

I wanna watch JUNO!!! According to Nanayu, it's really good and its worth watching... It's NC16, but i shall try to force my way in... Beatrice watched it alrdy and she managed to get past so i hope i can too if i am gonna go watch.

Jonehneh's gonna go to the States this Sat morning for a holiday! Mama her... Leaving me behind to go for all the extra lessons alone... You'd better get smth back for me k.. Haha:) Nah... Just arrive back safely and i'll be really glad to see ya again!

Miley Ray Cyrus is the new disney star to be brought up, just like JT, BS, HD and LL... I still feel that i love Hilary the best! There's just smth abt her that makes me love her. But she's not really been acting in any movies or coming up with new songs these days, so she kinda feels absent... Nanayu says my collection of HD and LL posters are way too nutsy:) Well, they're part of my childhood i guess...

I wanna start working hard!!! Stella's gonna help me, Mr Wong's not giving up, Mr Poh is trying his all and is keeping a lookout for me, KJ's getting infuriated and irritated by my spasticness, but he's not giving up too... There are so many more sweets around me, willing to help me and even asks me whether i need help... I don't wanna let them down! I will never allow Jiangmehmeh to have that kinda look in her eyes towards me again... She's too lovable to be let down!

I love this quote from Ally's sweetheart.... It goes somewhat like this" do not fear growing up slowly, but fear standing still in time" Am i growing up real slow or am i stuck in time?

I wanna apologise and talk to you, but i simply daren't to. What if i get the cold shoulder in return cuz you meant what you said and i know you'll stick by to your words no matter what. I'm such a chicken... But if you read this, which i also kinda hope you won't, i just wanna say that i'm really sorry for irritating you and being so retarded that you don't even know how to communicate with me... I'll love you as a friend no matter what!

Wanted to ask mom if i could go jog today and i actually was spastic enough to wanna give the excuse that i wanna see if i could spot Mas blah blah cuz i sense his presence in AMK. How stupid is that? VERY! So, i thought about it and realised that it's too stupid to be used, so i threw the idea away...

i did a painting to start on my storybook and i think it looks really really comical... I shall go off now to study for HCL...

It's a wonder how i can tolerate all the shit you give me. You want results, yet you want me to make time for you. You expect everyone to be revolving around you and to give you all the attention, and you want all to suit to you. I hereby tell you that i don't give a damn about you and your selfish thoughts and you can force evryone to heed to your commands, but i am not gonna be one of the fools. You can die with an overdose of pills, going by the rate that you consume them, and you can go crazy with you and your mental problems, but just leave me outta them! I prefer weekdays more cuz at least i don't see you. Stop acting all pitiful and pathetic cuz i'm not gonna fall for it. You can cry yourself to sleep for all i care and bang your head against the wall, but before you do that, just think of the commotion you're gonna create and perhaps consider doing it when no one is around to know.

Rainy days are great days for sleeping! Sleeping is the best thing to do if you wanna run away from reality. I love sleeping!!!

It's a tiring day!!!

Had such a long session of amath and emath in the morning... During the break in between, i went to get my "present" from Yen and it turned out to be a lovely box of GRAPES!!! Yummy yummy grapes! They were so sweet and delicious... Mengfei said it reminded her of "Grape babies". Apparently, grape babies are actually created when a man's sperms are so friggin fertile and when it infuses into the egg, it creates many babies. There was even a true case where a lady had 20++ grape babies in her womb and they all were bunched up together like a bunch of grapes. There were only distinct faces with no babies, and all 20++ of them had to be removed as there was no way they could survive. The poor mom probably was so traumatised, and her husband should donate his sperms to sperm banks for couples who can't conceive.

Had to wait till 12 for Allison and during the interval between, AdelineA and Jackson decided to wait with me. They couldn't bear to let me wait on my own and so we roamed round the school... Saw the gymnasts bounce on the trampoline and we really wanted to go in and bounce too! It looked like so much fun! This suddenly appeared in my mind. " I can bounce TOO!", " No! You bounce THROUGH!" Haha!

After that, Jackson gave us a presentation on his Chiangmai trip using the photos pinned outside the Staff Room. Sounded really awesome and I could tell that Jack really enjoyed the trip. We also attempted to go and talk to YingYin and Anthia, to ask about their campcraft experience. Turns out that it got postponed due to the heavy pourdown and the both of them didn't reply us when we talked to them and we found out soon that it was as their sir was there and they are not allowed to talk to anyone when he's around... Such a sad case... So, Ade and Jack showed me their skills on the piano. The school's piano is seriously in need of great help! You don't have to play the piano to know that it's seriously twisted. Ade taught me how to play a very basic piece on the piano, and it was such a blast! I had so so so much fun! But my baby finger was kinda a tad to short and i ended up with baby finger cramps :( I looked like i had finger spasms...

When Allison was finally dismissed from choir, all 4 of us went opps of school for lunch. at first, Jack and Ade tried to psycho ally and me to go to the arcade. But i don't know how to play any arcade games at all except for Bishy Bashy, The driving game, and the childish one known as Bumble bee where all you have to do was step on all the lighted floor buttons. Plus, Ally has tuition at 230, so we objected against going to the arcade. But i promised jack i owe him one trip to the arcade with him and i had to give him absolute assurance that i would honour my word. We had such a long chat through lunch and in the midst of the session, i found out that Ally is a MACHINDIAN. ( Malay and Chinese and Indian blood mixed together) I felt so bad that even after 7 years of friendship with her, i only knew her background now... Bad Bad me... Ade and i also talked about the guy within us and I think I am such a boisterous girl. Am so not a lady cuz i am so loud and rough and violent... (Note to self: Gotta change that!) And i told Ade that i absolutely love guys who dresses up in shirts with the sleeves folded up to their elbows matched together with jeans, and i actually really wanna have a suit like that... Thinking back, if pops heard me making that comment, he would kill me! Well, dresses, classic LBDses, long skirts, mini ones, they all work for me too i guess! At least i can feel free in a dress/skirt.

Slept through the afternoon and i woke up to go for facial where i slept in the parlour again. The lady praised me for my good behaviour during the extraction as of the previous time, i kept complaining that it hurts so bad. Then, there was news on the radio stating that the prisoner with some weird name hasn't been caught and that the police will be sending out text messages with his picture on to everyone. It then dawned upon me that this is really a serious matter and i am still waiting for the text message to be sent to me... It should be really exciting although i might suffer from fear and nightmares. Jolene's reaction to it was seriously hilarious. ( Go read her blog)

The March holidays are all filled up with camps and extra lessons... Life's a boring routine... And mom keeps asking me to go on the cruise with the whole family... I don't even know if i have the time and i don't wanna get a demerit like last year cuz i went for a holiday instead of going for lessons... Even going for a holiday seems like such a chore.

Its the last year i'm gonna be spending with all my Secondary friends.. Have been causing so much shit that i didn't really think of how i'm gonna make this last year a memorable and enjoyable one for all. I've let my buds down and i gotta make it up to them... I don't wanna regret over a lost friendship cuz i absolutely adore evry single one i am having with all my special loves! If i offended you, i apologise here. I'm really sorry. If i didn't meet up to your expectations anywhere, tell me abt it. I can accept the harsh reality. I'd rather we talk it all out be it face to face or on the phone than to keep it all bottled up and left stagnant...

Ps: esp to Yen, fishnets are really itchy and uncomfortable!!!

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