Back From Motivational camp.

Its been really inspirational and awesome. The camp has opened up my thoughts and views on certain points. It has allowed me to know more on where i want to go, what i wanna pursue. I so swear that i am gonna work for that friggin chance to go overseas.

Three days of motivation and serious psychoing was although stressing and mind-boggling, however, it was also an eye opener, a challenge. The course was seriously lotsa fun. Not only did it allow to bond with my inner self, my parents, it has also allowed me to bond with my friends.

The camp lasted for 3 days and within this 3 days, many things happened. I saw DomTan cried twice and i don't know why guys always have to be so tough and keep their tears in them cuz i realised that guys look really cute when they cry and crying guys just makes my heart ache so so much. Well, perhaps its cuz we hardly see them cry so when they cry, you just feel so unprotected for them. Also, i've had the most number of hugs within these 3 days. a hug is really the best thing ever anyone could have. It feels so secure to be in someone's arms and it's really a magical thing that warms you up. Yenling is the best hugger in town and this gal can really give you the greatest bear hug ever! I love hugs from Yenling bear!!! Haha! Bear and B****.
The last day of camp, 16th Feb, was the best day of my life cuz i witnessed a really touching and impromptu reconciliation. Roo and DomTan gave me this wonderful surprise. Re-enactment: Roo after making her brave and touching speech, was in shock and great break down mode. ( guess she was proud of herself too. I sure was really proud!) She had a badly tear stained face and tears still didn't stop coming down. I gave her a big bear hug, Yen gave her a big bear hug. Then, suddenly, DomTan was behind when Yen moved aside. Roo and Dom looked at each other EYE TO EYE and i have never seen such looks in their eyes before. It was a mixture of relief, sorryness and pure friendship love. Then, i don't know who initiated it, but the both of them gave each other a hug. It was a hug worth top prize cuz it was a really meaningful and salvaging hug. The both of them cried really badly through the hug and it made me cry too... Roo was sobbing really really badly and Dom cried too. It was the first time he cried in front of pubic i guess. It was the first time he broke down the i hate Roo wall to reveal his true feelings that actually, he still loved her. The both of them showed me the power of a friendship. Be it whether you have done wrong or not, a true friend will always be there, ready to forgive you eventually.

Anyways, i also conclude that kaiwen and Yen are the strongest ladies in town. They held my hands behind my back and after several backing outs from *, i lost it!!! 16 years and i lost it on 16 Feb!!! What an irony. Funniest thing is that we're not even together... It smelt like onions and lasted less than a second. So i couldn't deduce much on my first. Haha:) * was kinda unsure at first too. Came close backed back and laughed then came close and backed again then eventually did it. It was a scary experience for me cuz i have nvr done it and to tell the truth, i was really really nervous. But actually, it ain't that bad. In fact, it was ok cuz i didn't really get to digest it as it lasted for a millisecond. It was rather exciting actually!

Haha... Its making me nuts and i am really going nuts. See, what i'm typing makes no sense too. I better get off now to recuperate:):):):):):):):):):)

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