It's raining now... And after experiencing 2 weeks of torment in school, with all the drama going on around, i think 2008 is going to be a tough ride.

Day after day, i have to stay back for extra lessons and stuff. It is energy draining... I am so exhausted. Senior life is taking a toll on me.

Did i ever mentioned that i love rainy days? I really love them! In fact, i love playing under the rain. Rainy days cause me to reflect and i sure do have a lot of refections in my mind now.

I miss my friends. One by one, they are leaving. Tomorrow is Nana's birthday. This is the first year since 9 years ago that i am not gonna celebrate her birthday with her. I wanna do so much for her but here i am and the distance between is so huge. All i can do is perhaps call her and wish her.

I never thought of this day to come. Whatever i have done to hurt you, i am sorry. But seeing you happy with others also proves the fact that this is a better decision and step to take.

I can only wish and hope for my friends that they will forever be happy and safe. I swear to never forget any single one as the impact is so strong. They all played important roles in my life and i enjoyed every moment spent with them be it good or bad. I am super afraid that i have to experience another loss. I just wanna chill out...