School's been great!

4E6 is really bonded and matured compared to last year. Everyone contributes and helps out. Take for example the CNY decorations, almost evryone stayed back to chip in and help out. It's simply amazing! Even if we don't win this year because people think that 4e1's one is better, i personally feel that e6 is already the biggest winner because the class did the decorations together ( people like Dom and Yen and Mengfei- not taking art, but helped out in painting, tried blending colours. Koh Bon- with his sore swollen toe, stayed back to help too although he played soccer as well( i am awed that he can play with his elephant toe!) and we are really united. 4e6 is no longer the notorious class and i can see the light ahead for us! I LOVE MY CLASS!!!

I am also really happy! Life's been busy but great! Friends are my greatest strength givers and they really helped me out hell lots. People like Karina, Dom, Yen, Stel, Jo, Ant, Kai... Some to name, they are all great darlings and i love love love love love them soooooo much! You guys have been of great help and motivation! THANK YOU ALL!!!

Have been super busy last week, celebrated Dom's birthday. This week's been cramped up by tests too ! School's been suffocating me and i haven't gotten my New Year clothes!!! I am so gonna get them this week hopefully with Stel. Am also going for art shopping with Ms Chia and they arty farty peeps, as well as NAFA open house with Dom! Whoo! So much to do!!!

Kinda solved the shitty situation at home and finally, things are back on track again. Luckily for that, otherwise, i would never be able to breathe and life would be even more stressed up. let's hope this will be the final time it happens, although it's impossible cuz they always give me such shitty problems and i am expected to be the friggin middle man to sort it out...

It's a wonder how such an irony can happen. What's even more ironical is that its the similar situation with similar sequences! It's difficult to handle particularly cuz the person involved doesn't know anything and there's no way i can ever tell... I don't wanna take the blow again and i know it's impossible so i am gonna psycho and make myself stop it all. After all, why bother holding on when it's not gonna happen? The actions done and words said made things worse but i can't blame you cuz you did it all with no intention... Will things ever take a turn?

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It's raining now... And after experiencing 2 weeks of torment in school, with all the drama going on around, i think 2008 is going to be a tough ride.

Day after day, i have to stay back for extra lessons and stuff. It is energy draining... I am so exhausted. Senior life is taking a toll on me.

Did i ever mentioned that i love rainy days? I really love them! In fact, i love playing under the rain. Rainy days cause me to reflect and i sure do have a lot of refections in my mind now.

I miss my friends. One by one, they are leaving. Tomorrow is Nana's birthday. This is the first year since 9 years ago that i am not gonna celebrate her birthday with her. I wanna do so much for her but here i am and the distance between is so huge. All i can do is perhaps call her and wish her.

I never thought of this day to come. Whatever i have done to hurt you, i am sorry. But seeing you happy with others also proves the fact that this is a better decision and step to take.

I can only wish and hope for my friends that they will forever be happy and safe. I swear to never forget any single one as the impact is so strong. They all played important roles in my life and i enjoyed every moment spent with them be it good or bad. I am super afraid that i have to experience another loss. I just wanna chill out...

Been a long long long time since i came on. Its the 1st day of a new year! And it's a start of a new beginning. 2007 has been a great year for me to grow up and yes, i did grow up. Hell i did.

My new year resolutions:

To be happier
To make more people happy
To give more love
To give more help to others
To study hard and earn that freakin ticket
To shed some weight
To treasure evryone around me
To become a better person

Yeah. I guess these are the few points for me to resolute by.
Anyways, gotta go now to read Bian Cheng... Gotta finish it in order to be able to do the work...
Ciao.
Happy New Year!