Have been busy this week. School reopened and we had lots to do. Mainly preparing fo the EOYs.



Really thought back on a lot of stuff and i went to listen to the songs i have not been listening to for quite some time. Am into the song ''Fall To Pieces'' by AvrilL as it really depicts what i am feeling.



I looked away

Then I look back at you

You try to say

The things you can't undo

If I had my way

I'd never get over you

Today's the day

I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall

Make it through it all



And I don't wanna fall to pieces

I just want to sit and stare at you

I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just want to cry in front of you

I don't want to talk about it

Cuz I'm in love with you



You're the only one

I'd be with till the end

When I come undone

You bring me back again

Back under the star

Back into your arms



And I don't wanna fall to pieces

I just want to sit and stare at you

I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just want to cry in front of you

I don't want to talk about it

Cuz I'm in love with you



Wanna know who you are

Wanna know where to start

I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel

Wanna know what is real

I wanna know everything, everythingI'm in love with you

Cuz I'm in love with you

And I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you



And I don't wanna fall to pieces

I just want to sit and stare at you

I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just want to cry in front of you

I don't want to talk about it



And I don't wanna fall to pieces

I just want to sit and stare at you

I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just want to cry in front of you

I don't want to talk about it

Cuz I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you

Cuz I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you



Kudos to Avril.



I have so much to say, so much to explain, but i am at a loss on how to portray my opinion. This seems to be the big problem i have. I can never seem to be able to get to the point through short and sweet sentences. And even if i managed to finish saying my sentences (usually after a very very long time), people seem to misunderstand what i am saying. I think i need to go for English classes. It does not help when i am already in a spot where i have to think of how to put my words across and by chasing me to speak faster and make it clear, I CAN"T DO IT! Argh... Never mind.

I think i am going crazy. Roo says i am going crazy. But i don't know... I don't know why i am reacting this way. To me, i think i am perfectly normal, but roo says otherwise. I think i gotta calm down and stop being hyper cuz she is getting pissed at me for being so hyper. But i am hyper cuz i am free in my thoughts, not becuz of **. I am sorry if my actions and words caused hurt to you in any sorta way...

Dom says lost love is better than unrequited love. I need help!!! I don''t know anything anymore... I am brainwashed.

I shall just be more mellow and calm and take each day as it comes. At least, in this way, people won't get angry with me anymore.

Labels: Sighs...