Sigh... Today was an okay day. Went out with my mom and her friend. Was supposed to wake up at 1o. Set the alarm and woke up when it rang. However, when i woke up, i sorta lost my mood and so i went back to sleep. When i woke up, i came to an abrupt decision to go out. Tried to forget everything while shopping massively, however, i really had no mood.
I tried to be bubbly and cheerful and crazy but i realised that i just couldn't. Bought Famous Amos cookies today and remembered about the past, that moment, that time, that instance. It really sucks. Roo just asked me if i can forget. I don't know how to answer. Don't know how to react. I don't even know. If only it was so easy. I am seriously trying very hard. So hard that i am numb. Why must you be so nice to me??? Where's my shoulder to cry on when i need one? I don't know.